Sigh.

When can I live my life happily?

Why is happiness so far away from me?

Seriously, I hate myself so much. I dk why.

Maybe cause I'm too stubborn over stupid stuff.

I know it's not worth it at all but it's like I can't control myself.

Ya thanks to myself causing myself so damn emo.

I tried so many ways to find back my own happiness

Yes, I did it but ONLY when I'm with people I love the most.

I can feel true happiness when they are all around me.

Thankiuuu buddies! x.

Well, definitely not when I'm alone.

It sucks to be alone honestly but it's something unavoidable.

Trying to make myself numb so I won't be that emo over my fucked up life.

But never once it lasts.

In the end I will still lost my happiness.

THAT'S MY LIFE. SO SAD RIGHT I KNOW!

p/s: I'm about to blaaa a lot but it's already 4.40a.m now so I better get some sleep first as I'm having class tomorrow! I shall continue it someday else! Goodnight :)