First Post of 2013

Back to blog? 

Hmm I dk why whenever I'm having finals I definitely will have the " I-must-update-my-blog" mood..

So weird.

Perhaps trying to escape from reading those BORING books.

Anyway, this is the first post of 2013. 

Is it too late? I guess not cause late is always better than never :P

Time flies & it's March now.

Diploma life is gonna end real soon like only 6 more months to go?

I should already made a decision by now but unfortunately, I haven't. -_-

It's kinda difficult for me to choose to stay or leave.

Sometimes I feel like leaving & try to live a new life out there.

It's kinda challenging to me as I've never leave my home-sweet-home for more than 1 week alone for past 19 years.

So if I decide to leave then I will have a chance to try out how will it be w/o depending on my family.

But sometimes I feel like staying here cause.. I'm reluctant?

I'm sure I will miss my family & friends very muchhh :(

It's like I'm so damn used to everything here in Penang.

& then suddenly I have to live w/o them..

Then I have to make new friends, trying to get used to new people around me

& new environment as well.

Okay laa it's not that I'm anti-social but I'm just so used to mix around my friends here.

So yeahh that's why I'm in a dilemma now.

2 years back when I just entered the college I was like.. "Ohh I have 2 more years to decide so I can take my own sweet time to choose my future path."

But in the blink of an eye I'm graduating soon..

Plus I'm turning into 20th in a few months time man!

Can't accept the fact I'm already that old.

Seriously hope the freaking time can slow down or even stop here.

But stop dreaming Fennie Oh, it will never happen. :/

Start thinking what you really want in your future & make up your mind.

Arghhh so frustrating!!

Whatever laa I should rest now. 

Gotta wake up early tomorrow plus have to study like crazy for finals on Thurs.

So I guess it's gonna be a hectic day tomorrow.

Have to burn midnight oil again...

Good luck to me & good night to everyone!

P/S : I secretly want to be a kid forever & never grow up. :(