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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

:')



Wtf, I had enough.
My patience has its limits.
I'm already 18 year-old, not 8 year-old,
don't have to treat me like a kid!
It's not like I'm going to run away from home,
can't you all just give me my freedom?
I know it's because you all worry about me,
but I know how to take care myself properly.
I'm not that dumb, I'll take care myself okay.
But, you all don't even trust me.
I know sometimes I might not reach home in time,
but it's not that I purposely want to do so.
Just because of this & you all don't allow me to go out at night?
Then have you ever think of my feelings?
Everytime I have to stand somebody up.
Do you know how bad it feels?

I know how to differentiate what's good and what's bad for me.
It's not that I'm going to club or what.
It's not like I'm going out til morning 6 o'clock.
It's not like I'm not coming back home anymore.
Why you all have to treat me like a prisoner?
I already tolerate a lot you know.
I don't hang out everyday after SPM,
& I thought after SPM at least I can get more freedom,
but no, it's even worse.
You all control me even more.

If you think lock me at home everyday is for my own good,
facing the computer like 973956795 hours is for my own good,
then fine, I'm speechless.
Cause that's not my life anymore, is your life.
I don't have the right to do anything,
cause whatever I do also a mistake in your eyes.
I'm always wrong, you all are always right.
I'll just shut up & follow whatever you all want me to do.
Satisfy?!

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