Smile. (:

HOLIDAYS.

I've always been hoping you to come,

but now, I hope you're gone.

Because you're killing me, deeply.

Story will be different if you're here right now.

Oh dear,

can time moves faster, pleaseeee?

Days are like years now.

Moving so so so slow.

One year had gone by, so quickly.

Why not now?

I still remember,

last year I'm still worrying bout PMR result. ;p

But now,

no more results but people. *grins*

Anyway, going Genting soon, real soon.
Hey.

Take good care of yourself kay,

you know who m I referring to.

Lastly, today is a special day,

for me at least? :D

22 days to go..

***

Specially for you, dear B.F,

Time will heals everything.
I know you couldn't accept the fact now,
but, sometimes, things are unavoidable right?
Well, especially fact, we couldn't avoid neither hide from it.
You still have to face it someday else.
Things cannot be solve just by giving excuses that you can't accept it
You know it hurts you deeply, thats why you rather hide.
But dear,
whatever you do, we can see it.
Whatever you sacrifice, we understand.
Maybe you think life's unfair,
you had given so much but never once,
you get it back?
Think again, think twice.
Isn't you had lots of memorable moments with him?
Though its bittersweet, but still, you & his memories.
Not everyone has it right?
You should feel lucky that you met him,
not sad because he's gone.
You met the right one, just at the wrong time.
You should listen to his words.
I guess he's right, even his words are hurtful.
So? It is means that it's hurtful & you can just forget bout it & ignore it?
Since this is his decision, then just let it be.
He's not selfish, you should know,
he thinks for you a lot.
If you get back everything you want,
then can you sure it wont go away anymore?
Can you sure he gonna stay by your side forever?
The answer is obvious right.
Life is unpredictable, what gonna happen,
no one knows.
If you get everything back,
then you'll be more hurt when all this stuff repeat again.
You can be tough too right,
its alright to maintain everything like now.
Things aren't that bad right?
Anyway, cheer up kay.
I don't wanna see you to be sad.
Tomorrow will be a better day? xD